yesterday my gay supervisor who i used to hate to the core in the past, has announced to us that he is resigning.
he sent his tender a day after my graduation day.
unfortunately since his recent change in attitude, the news of his resignation isnt good news to me and the rest of the staff who also used to dislike him.


but what to do when u gotta go...u gotta go...


but y do people usually leave when ure starting to like them or when ure starting to depend on them or when ure starting to get along with them...?


whyyyyyyyy...................


but this is working life...
its not like school
u come in together
u graduate together
u stay together
in working life, people come and go
u just cant afford to feel sensitive abt these things
u will continue to see people u care about leave
but can do nothing about it
just let them go and move on


soon i will have to move on too
but not till i recieve my confirmation letter
that will be like my 'golden ticket to the chocolate factory'!
i already asked my supervisor to hurry up those idiots up in KL...
ppl down here need to be confirmed! hahaha


but then if i leave without a new job, i'll have a handful of things to worry about
1. who's gona pay my bill?
2. i cant give my mom her monthly cash
3. i cant shop even if im bored
4. cash problems:
- i dont have savings...im totally broke aft spending my June salary on July important events
- i wont have financial security
- i cant get the insurance plan that i wanted so much for my future security
- i wont have the luxury to spend for hari raya later!
- i cant get my contact lenses


but the good thing abt quitting this 6 day week job that works me like a dog is...
1. i'll have alot of time to look for a job
2. i'll have alot of time for myself, to rest and family time
3. i can resume my slacker life which i missed so much:
- stay on the net the whole day while my sister is at school
- watch dvds all day
- afternoon nap
- eat, eat, eat!
4. i can bayar my hutang puase
5. i can perform my religious duties